I am really feeling down and am just really tired frigh now. I am sure that it is emotional tiredness and I am ready for the rollercoaster to end, even though Iknow that won't be happening anytime soon.
I am just tired and frustrated and finding out that it is still going to be some time before I get the death certificate really did not help. I really miss my wife and it is way too quiet here int he house too.
I enjoyed watching tv with her in the evenings, especially on Thursday night and I am jsut kind of bored tonight.