It has been my week from hell. I lost my angel last Friday morning and my life has not been the same since. It has been a really hard pill for me to swallow. I know that God allowed it for some odd reason, but I just want people to put their arms around me instead of hearing all of the churchy crap I have been hearing.
I really enjoyed being married and we had 9 1/2 good years of marriage and would loved to have had 9 1/2 more, but there was a reason for it somewhere too.
I have really cried more today and let my emotions out more today than I have since she passed away on me.
I would never wis this on anyone and have really appreciated the efforts of my friends and family members to help with the house and just to keep me going.